over the last few days all i have done is think and ive relised ive changed for the worst :/ i hate the person i have become! why cant i just be happy again i hate feeling like this i miss him quite alot :’/ all i wanna do is hate him but i cant! life has gotta be complicated havent it!
so i havent been online for a few days internets been off :/ ah well bit soon i knows but i have put my christmas tree up :D mega excited now and 2 weeks exactly till my birthday :D things are well on a up for me atm hope it stays like that (yn)
Sunshine, daisies, butter mellow,
Turn this stupid, fat rat yellow
(Source: guessimstuckinadream)
Via The Life and Times of Cap'n Marcy Roughnuckles
sooo today has been boring like any normal saturday to me ha had the oddest convo with the bessie emily morris about her dream about vamires and one direction ;)
i dont have dreams anymore am i normal? ha odd odd
